Chapter Of Life

2010-02-20T23:58:00.000+08:00

Hello Good evening readers. I'm back with a post. Hahah.

My babe, Aida have been asking me to update my blog.

As per normal I have always been lazy to switch on this computer of mine yo.

I have been busy working, schooling and chilling with homies every single night. And when i get home, I will either be otf or snoring. hahahaha.

Only twice or thrice in a month that I have the mood to go online and stuff. Hehe.

So my story is, im enjoying my single and mingle life yo, no stress on boyfriend anymore. I'm much more happier with my life like this. Anyway that ex-boyfriend of mine pon, is already attached to someone. All the best eh for your relationship jerk, anw tell your girlfriend, look herself into the mirror first before she called someone a 'bitch'. Understand? Look who leave who?

Work during CNY its been VERY BUSY, lots of lots of mess in the shop, I can't tolerate to fold clothes every night, its all been forced to, as its called a job, i promise myself i will never work in a retail industry that have to fold clothes again..even at home i don't do that, at work must do? Issh!

School-Is being so much FUN, with my great classmates, great trainers, great atmosphere, great food and also great sleeping in class sometimes. Hahahaha. Now, this module called Build relationship with customers have got assignment, argh! I hate assignment furthermore its an individual work. Must use MS pulak tu. Leceh betol, i still haven't do a single thing yet, LOL whereas the dateline is on 25th Feb! Shit!

Chilling-I have been chilling all the way at mcdonalds northpoint most of the time, dahi dah mcm ader cap NP (said wanderboy) hahaha. But great people is there, even they are noisy with their skating skills everytime, psst i know how to skate a longboard skit2 tau. Jgn maen2 soon im gonna be a skater. LOL! mcm phm!

Hahaha k luh k luh, My blog has been officially updated people. Especially to Aida. (:

Take care.

Love,

Dylarh

About you, me, and other parties.

2010-01-20T00:06:00.005+08:00

You were once i loved with all my heart.
I hurt him, lost all the good times just to be with you.
I know I was very stupid to do that.
Everyone says so.
Such a good opportunity and I let it go, just like that.
So stupid of me right?
Whereas I know its not worth to be with you.
I hurt my beloved cousin's heart, by letting her hear your name and my stories.

When we were together, you always made me laugh.
By the jokes you're telling, and all those laughter in your eyes,
really made me feel that I'm Yours.
All those decisions I've made, you were respecting, and that makes me feel I'm special in your eyes.
You were giving me all kinds of hopes, as I were listening, I was imagining will it be true.
Every words you promise, every words you said, I was marking all of it.
I know so do you.

As days pass by, love is becoming stronger, even though there are times when I hate you.
I was really trying my best to make you be a growned up. Be a man and not a boy anymore.
But understanding your age and attitude, I know it took me years to see that.
There's this one time you were not how you used to be.
You've changed.
I don't know why, what or who makes you change?

You were not telling me almost everything.
You really changed.
I can't hold on to this any longer, I wants to be clean from you.
So, you've made me let you go.
You went off, without saying anything.
You didn't even give a single call, or message on my phone.
You know that I do wait. But you didn't care.

My everything was to you. I don't ask for any repay of money or treasures.
I just need repay of kindness from you. But I get none. Not even a piece of your heart.
I was trying to put myself through, till I fall sick.
Remember when you were not feeling well, who took care of you, giving you medication and warmness. Its ME. You didn't notice anything.

After you went or left, I'm still not over.
Once my status changes, they came in.
I knew this gonna happened.
It was always like this the last few rounds too.

But this time, I am not going to repeat my bitchy-ness mistakes anymore.
I am not going to fall or hurt anyone.
At this time round I promise myself to be a really-really-really strong girl.
I wants to throw all those bitch attitude I have.
I wants to be the real girl, whom guy can really-really-really love me for who my true self is and not that bitch they thought.

Come clean, I need myself to be as stable as I can be.
Have that real commitment that I've lost years ago throughout.
Find that commitment that I can really-really-really give to them.

Understand my post?
Read slowly and you'll understand definitely.

,Dylarh

2010-01-13T10:11:00.003+08:00

Goodbye is my last words for you.
I have had enough of the pain you gave me.
Its better for me to let it go now rather than holding it too long.
I have yet not receiving any response from you.
I ain't sure if its approved. I yet still been waiting for the outcome from you.
You made me be someone patience waiting for your response.

Everyone can see that you had changed.
And ain't no sure of the reasons.
Damn you.

After all I can say that I'm over with it.

2009-12-26T23:25:00.002+08:00

I know I was a bitch.
And I knew you're one bastard.
But you don't have to treat me like that.

2009-12-16T01:31:00.002+08:00

GOSH. I'm getting a cold. Tsk tsk. :(
Dearest, I dreamt about you this morning, I dreamt that you are already back to singapore and I'm so happy. When I woke up I thought it was wednesday, hahaha but its tuesday. Haiya.
Dissapointment betul luh.

MINE OH MINE. This thursday I really wanna go, but I aint no sure about it yet. Grrr.
I kept thinking and thinking about this thursday which is tomorrow to be exact! & i feel so excited like shit. ASS!

WHATEVER LUH.

Just see how the plans goes.

end of page.

Dylarh

2009-12-15T02:41:00.003+08:00

hey peeps. basically im SO in the mood to post today. yeaahaa!
so well, i have been lazy to update my blog very lately, was busy with work and straight after that went to chill with bf, hiddy and darwis till late night, and damn when i reach home, having muscle cramps and stuff so that makes me lazy to turn on this pc of mine. thats the story.
the reason im in the mood to post today is becos im free all night long till this thurs only.
bf is out of town, he's in mlysia right now with his granny and uncle. so yea, nobody chill at night since everyone is busy this week. all back home early. (:

but im freaking bored, as bf is not in sg and my working schedule is like killing me to boredom, in my workplace they are hiring too many full time staff and that makes the part timers cut down cost so I have to work less hours. Walandneyyy!!!
I just had my off three days ago. which on weekends, and on monday i only work for 4 hours, and today im off again, and the next day 4 hours of working again. Aiyoyoyo.
And might be today i will be chilling out with GFS-Syasya,hiddy&syidah. To woodlands maybe. Wanna go jln2 cuci mata hahahaha! (:

Well, this thursday i'll might be going to CLUB! Goodness, i aint no sure.
Just see how it goes. 17th!!!

Thats all folks!

Dylarh

2009-12-10T02:20:00.003+08:00

IMPORTANT MESSAGE: DYLARH HAS STOPPED BLOGGING FOR A MOMENT. REASON: BUSY WITH SOME STUFFS, ACTUALLY LAZY TO TURN ON THE COMPUTER. AND TIRED FROM WORKING. PFFFT.
WORK WORK WORK, LEPAK LEPAK LEPAK. MCM ORANG GILERRRRRRRRR!!! Understand?

But for everyone info, I'm fine, I guess. Whatever. I'm still the same Nurul Adilah.(never change) ((: :PP

Done.
Dylarh

2009-11-18T01:45:00.002+08:00

HIE!
Had morning shift today. After work, hiddy and her dance friend meet me at amk hub.
Went off to HAJJ & SYA crib to watch movie. Aren't movie actually, its Wujud part 1 and 3.
Overall was fun, hearing stories from their parents about those "things"... Eaten there with hiddy and dhan together in one bowl... Hahaha... We were planning to go for a recce at Sembawang park, but not sure when.

So well, SHAIFUL.
I wasnt mad at you, I know you're tired after the(M)Party. Right?
And so you we were off to sleep mcm kene bom. Tk bgn smpai mlm.
Its okay. Understood.

Ok those dreams I dreamt that morning, please let it be just a playful dream and not the real one. Too many stupid/scary dreams I had lately. Pfft.

And oh yeah.
Starts from today onwards I'LL HAVE TO BE BACK HOME EARLY.
Latest by 11.30pm. Full Stop.
You can do it ADILAH!

Done posting.
Dylarh

2009-11-16T01:58:00.003+08:00

Been stressing out for a moment.
I need a break.
I'm tired of this life.
I need the time of my own.
I need time to know myself back.

I need to run away from everyone.
I just need time.
I don't need you at this time when I'm down.
I just need myself, my prayers to give me strength.
I need to find where I'm from, whom I live with, what/who makes me happy.
and why I'm happy.

I'm tired of pretending to be happy.
I'm being another person everytime.
I don't see myself.
Who am I?
Where am I?
What should I be doing?
What should I not be doing?

At this time, I need the GREATEST OF ALL. ALLAH S.W.T
I forget my RELIGION.
I forget why HE make me live.
I forget what is SIN.
I forget where is HELL.
I forget to thanks HIM for opening up my eyes every morning.

I'm a bad person.
Please forgive me.
Please show me where is the right path to follow.
Amin.

Love,
Dylarh

2009-11-15T01:44:00.002+08:00

I'LL MARK YOUR WORDS.
EVERY PROMISE YOU'VE MADE TO ME.
I'LL REMEMBER EVERY SINGLE ONE.
PROVE TO ME YOU CAN TO WHAT YOU SAY.
PROVE TO MY FRIENDS,MY FAMILY.

I DON'T NEED ANY HURT, NO MORE.
I JUST NEED LOVE,TRUST,SINCERE. FROM YOUR HEART.
I JUST NEED YOU.
YES YOU

Love
Dylarh

2009-11-12T01:37:00.002+08:00

YOU AND I - Park Bom
Enjoy singing(:

Romanization

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I'll promise you
That I'll never let you go

You naega sseureojilddae
Jeoldae heundeullimeopsi
Ganghan nunbicheuro
Myeotbeonigo nal ileukyeojweo

And you, na himae gyeoulddae
Seulpeumeul byeolang kkeutkkaji ddo akkimeopsi
Chajawa du son japeun geudaeyegae

*Nan haejoongae eopneundae
Chorahan najiman
Oneul geudae wihae i norae booleoyo
Tonight geudaeye du noonae
Geu miso dwiae nalwihae gamchweowatdeon
Apeumiboyeoyo

You and I together
It just feels so right
Ibyuliran maleulhaedo
Geu nuga mweorahaedo nan geudael jikilgae

You and I together
Nae du soneul nochijima
Annyoungiran maleun haedo
Naegae i saesangeun ojik neo hanagiae*

You maneun sarangcheoreom
Oori sarang yeokshi jogeumssik byunhagaetjyo
Hajiman jaebal seulpeo malayo
Oraen chinhan chingu cheoreom
Namaneul mideulsuitgae gidaelsuitgae
I promise you that I'll be right here, baby

*Repeat

Waeroun bami chajaolddaen
Na salmyeosi nooneul gamayo
Geudaeye soomgyeoli nal aneulddae
Mueotdo duryeopji anjyo
E saesang geu eoddeon nugudo
Geudaereul daeshin halsueopjyo
You are the only one
And I'll be there for you, baby

You and I together
It just feels so right
Ibyeoliran maleulhaedo
Geu nuga mweorahaedo nan geudael jikilgae

You and I together
Nae du soneul nochijima
Annyoungiran maleunhaedo
Naegae i saesangeun ojik neo hanagiae

Just you and I
Forever and ever

Dylarh

2009-11-06T02:25:00.001+08:00

And I know, definately i will miss your companion besides me, Boy.

2009-11-06T01:41:00.007+08:00

Today post is going to be a long post.
A lot of things had happened to me lately and recently.
First thing, my relationship with bf has ended.
The decision has been made. Its over between us.
Yes I know I am stupid because I hurt a guy with EFFING good heart.
He's a good boy.
He's faithful.
He's funny.
He's kind.
He's patience.
He's good looking.
He loves me a lot.
He's one in a million.
Easy said he has the whole package.

But I played around behind his back, im sucha stupid girl.
Yes i know i said i want a serious guy that will be serious with me.
But,
Im not serious with him.
Im not being faithful to him.
Im being a stubborn person.
I lied to him.
Easy said I'm being a bitch.
And everyone can see that.

Friends had advised me a lot. ALL have a very major talk to me, they made me think what decision should i make. Thank you all. My decision has been made.

Those promises I made to ALL, and those promises i broke.
My mistakes.
I've made it all.
And i will still remember another promise.

I am not strong enough to control myself from doing shit things in my life.
I keep on doing it over again.
What happened to me in my past, I encountered it now.
What my ex bf did to me, now i did to my recent ex bf.
Friends said, I've changed.
I am no longer whom I used to be.

I am sorry dear mister nice guy, ASHRAF.
I made fake promises to you.
I lied to you.
I hurt you.
I make you wait.
I make you sacrifice a lot of things to me.

After all you have done for me.
I cant repay all that back to you.
I will remember everything that you advised me about.

I will be the luckiest girl if ever I can get maybe a better guy than you.
Questions in my head, will i find him back?
Will he accept me back? After all those shits I did to him.
(question mark)

My Last Hug.
Title:Are we done yet?

Dylarh

2009-11-04T02:29:00.002+08:00

Say hello to readers!
I know its been so long since i last updated blog. I have been so lazy to update, was not really that busy actually but was just lazy. HAHA!
At least right now y'all have something to see at my blog. haaa!
I have alot to update you people. But not now... Hopefully by tmr i will update... OKAY PEEPS!

Love,
Dylarh

2009-10-23T19:29:00.002+08:00

Its been so long i didnt update my blog... Aida minah chi have been asking me to update...
Well, i didnt update cos i was too lazy to type... everyday reach hme tired...and the next day have to work.. so i bcome too tired to update... so sorry! so well, nothing special had happend in my life... even worse thing happend... again... haiyaaaa....

Anw i am counting down for two things which is-
MY BIRTHDAY!
&
PAY DAY!

This time i feel the time pass verrrry slow..... GOSH! Hari2 lepak mcm orang giler, mcm tkde rumah gitu.... PFFFT!!!

I'm trying to stay at home... Try to be a homely girl... Insyaallah.... (:

Done posting,
Love Dylarh

2009-10-07T01:08:00.008+08:00

See how sweet aida is...heheh.. this friend of mine was actually has nothing to do, so she took a piece of paper and dedicating to her love ones, so i go and ask her, "abey aku tkde?"(muka tak tau malu betol)! hahaha. so she did that for me, so here i post it in my blog...
THANKS BABE! nice knowing you. hahaha. U're same like a crazy freak like me. HEH! Jgn marah ye. >.< cute tak budak ni? Geram kan tgk die, her name is SITI KHALISAH. She's my favourite aunt only daughter. Ilovehersomuch. She'll be celebrating her 2 years birthday in 2 more days. I cant wait to see you grow up and be the sweetest and cutest girl ever.
Love you baby.

Here is another post about my best secondary school friend. Nurul Syakilla(the one in red)
I dun have the pic of your own, so i put this one, ok luh tu kan. Well, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY GIRL! Saranghae! Had fun shisha-ing with you and the others. So sorry i didnt get to celebrate together with you after 12 am on 6th October. (you know the reason why)
But the cake i bought for you, specially from my heart. ((: Warm wishes and Best of Luck. Be good girl. Hehhs.

Very well im done with posting, sorry if there's some sentence i said it wrongly. Im kinda blur right now. =__=

Love,
Dylarh

ps: SARANGHAE Everyone!

2009-10-01T03:05:00.003+08:00

post today is about me,parents,friends. =LIFE!!

I REALLY REALLY REALLY AND I MEAN REALLY HAVE TO CHANGE!!! I HAVE TO AND ITS A MUST! I NEED TO STOP ALL MY BAD HABITS, I HAVE TO FORCE TO STOP MYSELF FROM MEETING MY FRIENDS AT NIGHT AND COMING BACK HOME LATE AT NIGHT. THATS NOT MY LIFE THAT MY PARENTS WANT ME TO BE. NO!

In their eyes they wants me to be a different person, which I do not want to be. To make them happy and satisfied I have to do it. I really have to do it with all my heart and not having any doubts about it. Come on NURUL ADILAH. You know you cant be yourself, you have to be what your parents wants YOU to BE! YOU HAVE TO! BEAR THAT IN MIND!

SHOW EVERYONE THAT YOU CAN!

Hari raya

2009-09-23T01:22:00.003+08:00

Hello Readers, SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL! Maaf zahir batin, forgive me all my wrongs. (: See you all soon.

Was out to Vivo to eat! Took few pics there, HAHAHA! Then stroll around vivo bought chocolates from Candy Empire. Went to Forever 21 to search for accesories, bf bought for me earrings and bangles there. hee love it! TY BF! After which went town to get the necklace im wearing there, but no more that colour, =.= that one im wearing belongs to hiddy. Awwwwh. Went home and meet hiddy. A last minute plan to go my house for raya, haha ashraf was not ready. But still he tag along. He met my mum, so. yeah. Hahaha. My turn going to be soon. :O

Now im having a major flu.. So much I hate it... VERRRY! GRRRRR!
I'll be starting work today, has been off for 4 days.. Having too much good life. Hee~

OKay see ya'll again! ((:

Love,
Dylarh

2009-09-14T02:44:00.005+08:00

hey yaw readers. how youve been? great?! please be great. okay.
i have much to post but idk wat to say. hahaha.

so well my closest friends now knew about my latest info about myself, are you guys shock? unexpected? so fast? what were you all thinking? hmmm.

so well my two off days i had on friday and saturday, was great. i was out with ashraf on friday to catch a movie and break fast together.
we had a great time spending time with each other, sitting by the bridge of expressway. hahaha i was amazed by the place, its a long walk to that place though, but it brings me back to life when we both sat there. he was telling me more about his family and friends.
we headed back to town area it was a tired and long walk but in the middle part which he hunchback me and walk. he was sweating badly after that, i wiped off his sweat to make him feel better. sorry hunny im heavy hahaha!

supposed to be saturday was a day out with my ITE mates but it was cancelled the last min.
but rose and me re-plan it to be a girls out, so i brought along hiddy with me and rose brought ayu with her. We had our breakfast at far east, the usual restaurant of course.
After which we had our meal and puff, we went off to Marina to meet ashraf. Hiddy was planning to buy somethings there, but it was just a window shopping. Gaahaa!

So we chilled at Marina there, was having a great time teasing each other. Hahaha.

Love,
Dylarh

2009-09-13T01:59:00.002+08:00

My post for today is. -
I will revealed something about myself here soon.
Yes, people will think its too fast. So I will wait for the nicest time to exposed. Okay readers. (:
Love ya all!
Love you dude!

Love,
Dylarh

2009-09-11T01:06:00.002+08:00

The story of us has ended officially yesterday. Well, he confested all that he felt all this while when we're together. He was keeping alot of things to himself. Yesterday was the day he tell me a composition. Its a very long story to tell, i wont be able to tell hear, you all will just hear it soon from me.

Imran, so sorry i misjudge you all this while. Maybe were fated to be like this way.
I accept any decision I encounter. Thanks for knowing me so well, You know I'm strong.

Im sorry if i made you cry all this while. As i tell earlier, i was misjudge. and u know what i mean. As you said, we are better of to be friends then to be in a relationship. Youre right. Its true. We'll just continue as friends. Okay.

So Dylarh, your life is moving on right now. Relationships are over. And you know what you mean. Haha!

XOXO!

2009-09-09T02:31:00.002+08:00

Kim Hyun Joong.
I'm in love with his looks.
Gosh!

So well today life,
Today was a bored day at work, reached work few minutes late,due to overslept.
There was not much customer in Causeway Outlet today.
And the time pass verrrryyy sloooow. Grrr.

But after work, we had our dinner at Seoul Garden, our seats were being reserved.
Thanks Jenny!
We all had alot alot alot of food eaten. Hahaha our stomach was bloated.
It was a treat for me(:
Hehe.
I didnt pay any single dollar at all.

So after dinner went window shopping in metro, to look for any nice new year shoes to be worn. But there isnt any. Me and hiddy try out a few perfume there, the smell was Fabulous!
After which we went to Charles&Keith to try out shoes over there. HAHA!
The shoes they had there were gorgeous babe!
Love it! But didnt get any. LOL.

Went, to titanic to chill while waiting for Jenny.
Got home at 11 plus.
XOXO!

(:
KHJ<3

2009-09-08T01:59:00.005+08:00

Needs-
Got work today.
Seoul Garden.
824 Bossini Family.
Off day.
Tidy up my room.
Tidy up my home.

Wishes-
Continue fasting.
Outing with college friends.(Done)
New shoes.(Done)
Bags.
Rebonded hair.(Done)

Sayonara! (:

2009-09-06T01:30:00.002+08:00

Today was a bad day for me.

I was out to bazaar geylang with family(excpt for dad) and hiddy.
Bought a elegant black kebaya, cost $70.

The bad thing was about-
Kene summon sak! :'((
$30 dok. Grr. Suey betol.
Tau tak hisap uh. Tkpe.

So that HSA said they'll send a letter to my house within 2 weeks, under my mom name.
I wont let my mom know abt it sia, i must make an extra mailbox key. Shitto. If she get to know pun, i have to answer pelan2 loh.
And what i just hope is that i answer those 45/50 questions right. Online counselling. Blah blah blah.

HAIYO LECEH BETOL!

Aper luh naseb!

Laen kali hati hati dylarh!

So nothing much to say. Thats all for now.

BOYFRIEND

2009-09-05T03:49:00.004+08:00

Right now, look at the time, its nearly 4 am and i'm still sitting right here infront of my computer, blogging. I have work at 10 am. Can you imagine that?

I have to let something out right now, so that is the reason I'm still awake.

BOYFRIEND.
Firstly, I met you- You're unknown.
Secondly- You seems interesting. (with the advises i hear from you)
Thirdly- I know you bit by bit.
Fourth- I knew you now.
We went on, till now.
I accepted, WAIT did i make the right choice?
Are you the lucky one?
I knew alot of dudes out there but you won my heart. AT FIRST!

Later, we fought bit by bit, and now alot.
You're controlling me which i HATE most.
I have my life, why do u have to stop me?

I hate that part.
2 months till now, our relationship were not good at all.
The reason is, we don't understand each other.
Thats it. We cant get along if the thing is with us.
We misunderstood alot, we missed communication alot.

At that time when you were busy with exams, I was free.
When I was busy, you aren't.
When we both were free, and planned up to meet you, you woke up late.
And reasons you gave me. I cancelled it.

I hate last minute plans, you know me right.
1 month since we met each other.

You're worst than a national serviceman.
At least NS guys have time for their girlfriend.

You insisted on me to went down to your place at the last minute.
Not that I don't wanna go your place,but hey where do you stay?
Next door neighbourhood?
Yeah maybe i'm not a sympathy type to go your place.
If you ever done that, then I will do.

Thats me. Okay.

You told me to go to other guys, look do you really love me?
Why did you say that? Why did you ask me to leave you?

Yes, i have that intention to leave you, but NO. I wont do that unless, reasonable.

Come on I need that real boyfriend.
I remember you told me that youre not a good boyfriend, youre not good in relationship.
So well, it goes the same way here. But I try. I try to give in.

When i'm being a good girlfriend, I have a bad boyfriend.
So now what? What do I get?

Sometimes I think single is a perfect decision, BUT i dont wanna give up.
I am still trying to hold on to this relationship and wont let it fall.

Now, we've made the promised that we'll try to work things out. Right?
Remember we need two hands to clap.

I'll pray we'll be together, just fine. ILOVEYOU BOYFRIEND!

IM SERIOUSLY BACK!

2009-09-05T01:57:00.002+08:00

THIS IS REAL HAPPENING! IM SERIOUSLY BACK NOW!!!!
My comp was badly down for months, and now it seems to be just fine.
I MISS YOU BABY! hahaha.

I'm so much happy now that youre outside now right infront of my room and not inside the room anymore... hehehe!

Well so sorry for all my readers that have been waiting for me to update my blog, y'all know the reason why yeah...

I have alot to update, alot to tell you guys right here...

Those friends that always have been with me together they will know what had happend..

My life is always going through the same old thang !
Work, Friends, Family and relationship.

Work has been just fine, very fine, friends too..
Well two of my close friends have past their 18TH BIRTHDAY! haha at last..

aku je ni wait long2 luh, october ye october. ((:

Seriously aku rindu kau comp.

Now i can upload alot of things! hehe, new songs, pics, people. YAY!

I will be back to update more.... I mean more... (:

See ya.

I'M BACK

2009-07-28T01:30:00.002+08:00

AT LAST MY COMP IS NOW OKAY!!!
I missed being online and net surfing, its been week since my comp is down.
GRRR!
But now it seems fine, I hope it'll not be for just a while...

I have a lot to tell, but ill not be telling everything. for sure.
saper nk gi type panjang2.

anyways life has been making me crazy, with bf, mom, and friends.
sad=.=
work-okay.
love-sucks.
life-i think its fair.

done with posting.
gtg, talking with my ********

get back to ya ppl soon. ;)

2009-07-13T23:59:00.002+08:00

It was my freaking off day again today, i was out to Bugis, AGAIN!!! with yati, oh I miss her. I was accompanying her to Cotton On interview at National Library. We had a meal in Tong Seng while waiting for the cotton on HR to call up back, but didnt. haha, so both of us went walking to Esplanade & chill there.... while we were walking pass through Marina Sq, i was actually craving for Starbucks, so I went in to starbucks, wanted to ordered a Caramel Frapp.

When I was taking out my money from my purse, I heard this two guys in the starbuck counter was talking, i heard this guy voice was saying "alamak si minah ni".... nothing came into my mind actually. haha. but when i turned around, guess wat I saw my ex sch classmate, ariff yo. hahaha he was working there, and I purposely asked him for a free drink hahahaha. Nk free je eh muke aku ni? LOL :D.... and lucky me he did give me free.. hahaha, i hope he's sincere.. damn it you friend, THANKS ANYWAY! we had a short chat but indeed good chat. hahaha! (hiddy)
HAHAHA, u know I know. ;)

So chilling at Esp, while waiting for Yati's bf came along to join us... We were bored and thought of eating ice-cream, i get a free ice cream treat :) !

Was actually thinking of to meet hiddy and went back home together, but my mom was already pestering me to go home. so yeah, balik jer lor...

and and and...
me and bf was having a missed communication right now...
i dont want us to fight, or having a wrong expectations for each other...
i'm sorry if i made u feel regretted, i just feel offended by what u said to me, that u told your friend about...
i know i did many wrongs to you...
sorry.
& i'm done.

p/s: that someone in the tagged, inside story ;)

2009-07-11T01:02:00.003+08:00

It was my off day today, and as usual I went out to meet Imran, at Bugis, AGAIN! HAHAHA.
We went in Bugis St to buy a wrist band, to mark our relationship...
We had a meal at Sim Lim Square... We had roti nan and butter chicken.. The food taste like crazy! hahahaa.
After that we went travelling all the way to Fort Canning park, the place was cool. We went up and down the hill... haha.. And so, we headed to Clarke Quay to chill.. and soon headed back home...

2009-07-06T00:40:00.002+08:00

ITS MOM BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY AS WELL AS DAD BIRTHDAY TWO DAYS BEFORE MOM'S.

WE CELEBRATED IT TODAY, HAD A DINNER WITH FAMILY AT SWENSENS-NORTHPOINT.

I'll pray hard, you'll be safe, longevity, healthy always.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
Without you Mom, I wont grow this tall.
Thank you so much, all your sacrifice you had for me, I wont be able to repay it all.
I just will show you, I'll be "the one" you want.

2009-07-05T23:46:00.002+08:00

OKAY, EVERYTHING'S FINE NOW!

Relieved, Feel much better now.
I want no more conflicts, misunderstanding between us friends.
Anything u feel like telling, just say it out.
Don't keep it.

So well, all the pasts I've gone through before, I forget it all.
There's no use if I keep it as grudges.
I've fall down once, But I managed to bring myself up.
Thanks for all your help.

The new life, I'm facing now
Is gonna make me be stronger than last time.
I need to prove that I can be "THE ONE"
If I failed to do so, I will be hurt.
And ya know, I hate the feeling hurt.

So yeah, start a new chapter in the book.
Old book, I've thrown away, far away.
And not gonna pick it up back.
I've burned it all.

I just hope and pray that you'll always be safe.
Remember a bright future buddy.

Love,
dylarh.
popcorn!(;

2009-07-03T17:02:00.002+08:00

PLEASE DONT MAKE ME STRESS!

Why, why are we making things in so hard way?
Which is exactly the right way to solve this problem?
What is going wrong here?
Please, make it clear.

I am so stressed right now, I have been tearing out three days since.
Why does this problems seems so complicated?
Where goes wrong?
Who is the one to blame now?
WHO?

Make it clear today okay, we gonna have a meet-up-session.
OF 4 of us.
I hope things will go fine. Peace.

2009-07-01T14:19:00.002+08:00

Been busy and tired to post my blog....

I have been trying to find a way on how to make everyone around me happy.
Even though I feel that I'm doing my best, But still there is something lacking behind.
What is it that you're not happy with the situation now, please explain. I need that explanation.
You should be happy.
Why must you be envy? Why? Do u see me as your friend?
Tell me what should I do now?

In this situation, we shouldn't fight. We are bestfriends, why must we fight?
Its unreasonable.
I don't like losing friends, for a no good reason.

What I have now is not what I wish for, not what I wanted it to be.
It turns out to be like this now, do you want me to push it all away?
To tell you, I didn't meant to. I didn't.
I still treat you as a friend, because we have known each other much longer.
And I don't care on how your adaptations is.
I still don't throw you away.

But you cant accept the fact that you're facing now.

I blog about you, to make you open the door of your heart and your mind.
I wouldn't want to see my friends to drift away from this hard life.

Life is hard.
You must know how to stand up by your own feet when you fall.

Choose friends whom is there to help you when you're in a need.
Not friends whom always ask you to joy around.
Hard times you find me, my hard times?

You know, I'm the kind hearted type.
I'm nice to everyone.
I like treating people.
I treat people alot.
All because I see you all as a friend.
I don't ask for anything in return.
Its up to you, if you appreciate it or not.

When this someone came into my life,
He shows me how to chose the right way of life,
Not to say that he is perfect, everyone do bad things.
But you must also do right things.

YES, in this life, in this world of yours there is alot of friends you can choose.
You want to enjoy, they are there.
ENJOY? How long you can enjoy?
Life is short, when you're in the next life,
YOU'RE ALONE!

All your friends you have before, they are not there to help you.
You must answer all on your own.

I'm posting this not only for my readers.
Its also for myself.

I know, I still haven't change.
But I am trying.
Because of my dreams that I want to achieve for my future.

2009-06-27T00:55:00.012+08:00

PICS BELOW:
WE WERE OUT AT BUGIS AND KARAOKE AT GRANDLINK
WE HAVE FUN!

READ THIS PIC BELOW:
WE LOVE EACH OTHER,
BE HAPPY FOR WHAT WE ARE NOW.

2009-06-25T15:16:00.000+08:00

Boom boom clap boom dee clap dee clap
Boom boom clap boom dee clap dee clap
Boom boom clap boom dee clap dee clap
Boom boom clap boom dee clap dee clap
Try it with me, here we go

Boom boom clap boom dee clap dee clap
That's right
Boom dee clap dee clap
Boom boom clap boom dee clap dee clap

One, two three
Everybody come on, off your seats
I'm gonna tell you, about a beat,
That's gonna make you move your feet

I'll give the Barbecue,show and tell you how to move
If your 5 or 82, this is something you can do

Pop it, lock it, polka-dot-it
Countrify then Hip-Hop it
Put your arms in the sky, move side to side
Jump to the left, stick it glide

Zig-zag, cross the floor,shuffle in diagonal
When the drums hits, hands on your hips
One foot in, 180 twist
And then up,
Zig-zag, step, slide,lean in left, clap 3 times
Shake it out, head to toe
Throw it all together, that's how we role
Do the Hoedown(Throw down)
Do the Hoedown(Throw down)
Do the Hoedown(Throw down)
Throw It All Together, that's how we role

We get to 4, 5, 6 and your feeling busted
But it's not time to quit
Practice makes you perfect

Pop it, lock it, polka-dot-it
Countrify then Hip-Hop it
Put your arms in the sky move side to side
Jump to the left, stick it glide

Zig-zag cross the floor, shuffle in diagonal
When the drums hits, hands on your hips
One foot in, 180 twist
And then up,
Zig-zag, step, slide, lean in left, clap 3 times
Shake it out, head to toe
Throw it all together, that's how we role
Do the Hoedown(Throw down)
Do the Hoedown(Throw down)
Do the Hoedown(Throw down)
Throw It All Together, that's how we role

Boom dee clap dee clap, boom boom clap
Come on here we go
Boom boom clap, boom dee clap dee clap
Boom boom clap, boom dee
clap

Pop it, lock it, polka-dot-it
Countrify then Hip-Hop it
Put your arms in the sky, move side to side
Jump to the left, stick it glide

Zig-zag cross the floor, shuffle in diagonal
When the drum hits, hands on your hips
One foot in, 180 twist
And then up,
Zig-zag, step, slide, lean in left, clap 3 times
Shake it out, head to toe
Throw it all together, that's how we role

Do the Hoedown(Throw down)
Do the Hoedown(Throw down)
Do the Hoedown(Throw down)
Throw It All Together, that's how we role
Do the Hoedown(Throw down)
Do the Hoedown(Throw down)
Do the Hoedown(Throw down)
Throw It All Together,That's how we role

Boom da clap, da boom da clap clap clap, boom da clap
Da boom da clap clap clap,boom da clap boom da clap da clap
Throw It All Together, that's how we role

2009-06-24T00:59:00.008+08:00

Today at work was SO boring, ergh!
But im used to it. I was 12-10 today.
There were not much customers today,
and i feel really cold today &
also my head was aching badly today.
I think im having a mind grain.
Hmmmm.
so well pictures above was taken during my break time.
I was real bored after break,
and there i go tooking pictures of myself in the store room.
Hahahaha.

Anyway if you readers notice
I am growing fatter, I guessed.
I need a diet.
Hmmmm.
I ate alot nowadays. Shhisssh!

Anyway, i am counting down for pay day.
(:

Done posting.

2009-06-23T01:25:00.002+08:00

NOW,
Just forget about the pasts, and start with a new life ahead.
PLEASE,
I need you.
I love you.
I'm addicted to you.
I don't want to lose you.
PLEASE.
Keep me safe and secure.
Treat me nice.
Treat me good.
Help me change.
Love only me.

I don't want you to feel in a pain.
Now, we start a new story.
I've burned up all those old stories I had.
Now, I have a new story.
I want a Happy Ending.
I hate, hurt.

2009-06-21T23:23:00.009+08:00

So well, I was out of town for 3 days.
I was at Desa Cemerlang, Malaysia.
I was there to spend time with my loved ones.
Enjoyed shopping there, and tired.
Enjoy eating there. hahaha!
I was there and missing my friends here.

Was wondering what is everyone up to?
(:

I am going to turn over a new leaf,
forget about my pasts.
start a new life ahead, with my new love ones. (:

Someone is trying to help me change.
Thanks dear.

2009-06-19T00:56:00.003+08:00

I don't like jokes when I am serious.
I don't like you.
I hate it when someone says "bye"
Think back did I ever say "bye" to you like the way you say to me???
I had enough.

Please kindly joke at the right time.
Its a reminder.
Thank you.

Do Not Take It For Granted

2009-06-19T00:09:00.004+08:00

In this life, you cant take things or someone for granted.
You will never know that the things or that someone will be useful
for you in future.
If you know someone, if youre really sincere you wont take him/her for granted
wouldnt you?
You will surely take good care of him/her, you wouldnt want to see them sad, hurt, unhappy, dissapointed. right?
You will want them to be happy always, smile always.
You will take good care of him/her.
You wont ruined him/her future wont you?

Think and look back to what you have done
during your pasts.
What have you sacrifice and what did you gained?
What were you thinking at that point of time?
Why must it happened?
WHY?
You know you can push it away, but still you failed to do so.
OH MY!
Youre really stupid.

Now, you got NOTHING back in return!
NOTHING!
I make myself clear again:
N.O.T.H.I.N.G
You've lost it.
It will never come back.
NEVER!

All you get is sadness.
Not happiness.

Now, move on move ahead, there's a better someone to make you feel better.
You must know how to take care of their feelings.
Do not hurt them.
Do not take them for granted.
They are here to care for you.
Ponder about it.

I am sure you want your life to be peaceful.
No one wants their life to be disaster.

:)

2009-06-18T23:26:00.005+08:00

Imran

Hakiim

Its been goat years since I last post in my blog, I know youve all been waiting for my new posts.
right? I'm sorry dearies, I was really busy till I didnt even had the time to do posting, As I told earlier on I was home late every night since.

So for last week life routine is I had total of three days off days. I was having a good time of my life though hahaha! I enjoyed all the three days off day.
As I was out to Town for four days total in a week.
On thursday was out with hakiim to CGH, and town to met hiddy and idafi up.
Friday was at town again with jenny and hiddy, when we saw hakiim and friends came.
We wanted them to joined us, but they were shy, shy konon!

SATURDAY!
East Coast Park!
It was really fun roller skating there, had fun skating as well as falling.
hahahaha.
As i were skating to the end it was when GOD met me up with my bestfriend. Yani.
awww I miss her so much.
we had a good hug, she told me she was having a class bbq pit there.
she was on her way home at that time.
I had good time talking with her.

In one day there is many things that happened, life is short, so make use of it.
make use of it in a fair way.

Ive knowned a few friends.
whom really care about me.
even though I just knew them like for a few days but theyre very caring.
THK GOODNESS!
I found them!
Be here with me in my life,
Im sure you guys dont wanna see me drown.

2009-06-17T14:20:00.002+08:00

I was unable to touch the computer and update you guys.
Much sorry!
I was home late every night.
And was damn busy with life and surroundings.
I have known alot of new friends.
That can make me go crazy.

Ill update again later :)

2009-06-08T00:37:00.003+08:00

I cant take this any longer,
I wanna let go,
I need a help, no I think I don't.
I just dont know.
Sigh.

Its hard to stop when I already started.
Am I being influenced or am I not?
I dont know.
I guessed its myself, whom chosed it.
(&^*%^#$@)
I'm scolding myself.

Now, mom already knows about it, this must be my stupid sister let the cat out of the bag,
DARN!
she's really mad, sad and angry at me.
I dont know how to react seriously telling.

I didnt meant to hurt her, hmmm
I'm just confused.
Its hard to stop.
But still I will give it TRY!

Pleaseee!

I TRY to be in the best way that I can.

2009-06-06T01:48:00.006+08:00

HEYYHEYYYYPeeps!

Its been days since i last post, ive been waiting for this hour to post, ergghh my goodness!
I was home late since Sunday till today, was busy working and chilling out. Damn damn im tired, i need a break! SERIOUSLY! My off day is like far away from today, its on thursday, SHIT ASS!
I hope this week my schedule will not be change, i have got two days off which i really need it man.

Basically, I've met up love last tuesday, we were out to town to shop. Kinda. We were walking about the whole town area, we went to 4 shopping malls. Treating him meal at Pastamania which I have been craving to eat there. Heee~ (I had good time) :)
I bought a bag at far east, chosen good by him. ty!

Today I was out to Sky Garden at Suntec to chill with Hiddy, Hanis, Eka, Jannah, Rahim and Hakiim. Funny moments. So well, went back home and slack.
Had work tmr, Morning till night. DARN IT!

I feel too tired now to tell further, will update soon when I feel good.

P/s; My body aches

While I was posting now, suddenly I miss my mom.

Ily mom, I'm sorry for not being a good daughter, Im sorry for not listening to your advise. IM REALLY SORRY. I miss you, mom. I need a hug. :(

2009-06-02T13:15:00.002+08:00

My goodness its been 3 days since i post. Ive been busy and lazy lately, and as well tired. Well work work work mcm orang giler! Off day pun must go work uhh... Haiyaa.. Verry the tired u know.. But wat to do, helping out nye pasal.. Which my off day supposed to be on monday right, but it was changed to today instead, so the planned is been changed.. weeee!

Well, lately ive been encountered stangers, like someone wanna get to know me, someone wanna ask me questions about somebody, hahaha! very weird, wth! I cant believe it maan!
Why think too much eh?? haha.

And anw for this two days i went back home late and my mum didnt called me up like she always does, that makes me confused. Hrmmm, and what a suprised, when yesterday i reached home nearly 1 am and guess wat my dad's at home, and he didnt even say a word!
LIKE ERRR?!! I hope they will stay like dat always hahaha! ;))

On Sunday I saw Miss Ratna my best gf in sec school, i was walking at level 1 amk hub, when i heard someone call me : ADILAH.
I turned and i saw her! We had a good hug awww.! Miss her loads man!
We've had alot to catch up babey! We had a good chat, and laughs, hahahaha. like we always had. :)))

Yesterday while working, I saw Eric Soon with his gf, hahaha. Keypo only that guy. heee!

So, today my day will be fun i guess? By 3 or 4 i must go out already.. Will be spending the time together, my goodness!
Gooosh i had butterflies in my stomach now! hahaha.

Weeeee! Done posting honeys.
mwahhh~!

2009-05-31T02:04:00.003+08:00

SO YEAH IVE GOT MAY PAY!

AT LAST!

First thing first: I NEED TO SAVE!

I'm done with giving to my mum and my sister as well as my nephew. :)

I need to pay my bills for 100 bucks!

Top up my ez link for 50!

And I'm left with a few hundreds only.

I have to spend it carefully, I bought sandals & pants.

Which I think I need. And I'm done.

If i found any bag dat caught my eye, I'll get one too.

After that, I will spend no more.

Pleeeaseee remember!!!

Hahaha.

So, I have something to inform,

I saw AA(Haidir) on Friday at around 11 plus, OMG!

Arggghh! I was actually thinking about him while working, wat a luck i saw him after that. After work. Goodness!

He still the same him. Haha.

I called up Yanis after I saw him, told her about the good news,

she was gigling at me, haha and she said - I know how u feel.

:)))

She always know how i feel. Love you babe!

And she was also telling me about the Herbal life product which I heard from her, its a very good product which can help you to lose your weight, hmmm...

She wants me to try it one day, let me let me? hehe.

Anyway, this Monday is an off day for me, the plan is:

(secret) HAHAHA!

No one will find out. Heees!

errrrmmm I'm done posting.

2009-05-27T23:37:00.004+08:00

I went to catch a movie with apian, at cathay woodlands. Thanks for the treat buddy :)

After that, passed by metro to see if In Wei is working but he's not. Hmm, passed by Seoul Garden and saw Jannah working, get Eka's number from her and called up Eka, so Hiddy, Hanis and Eka were at Treehaus, chilling. Met them up. Before that went Mac's to accompany apian had his dinner.

So, when I met Hiddy she told me stories. Hmmm. Oh gosh 'get your life girl'... Wanna know who am I huhh? I'm just someone you'll never get to faced me, because you're not that type whom people can talk to. Bullshit You Mother Fucker! Your boyfriend now, is sick and tired of You.

Well, I had a fun time learning how to roll a ciggs. Haha, Miss Eka taught me the steps. We all semue dah sengkek, sampai hisap rokok gulong. Kessiansss betolss. HAHA!

Planning for next week-Maybe I'll be watching a movie again, called Monsters vs Aliens.
HAHAHA:D I'm laughing now, for a reason.

Done posting.

GOSH I'M COUNTING DOWN FOR MY PAY DAY!

2009-05-27T00:59:00.002+08:00

Today posting is about hmmmm let me think?
Okay so well, very well, ive met new friend. New friend is kind.
Ive met old friend, old friend is till the same old them.
Okay so well, my off day came again, movie again? Treating? Aww.

I really MISS old friend so much.
He love to kidding me around.

Tomorrow is a gonna be a kind day for me.

I'm counting down for my pay day, 3 more days. PLEASE!

2009-05-24T23:53:00.015+08:00

That thing on my head, I just bought it. ;)

Yummy Yoghurt with Oreo.

This is better then the one Below.

Sweet girls? :P

we were not ready yet, candid. haha!
Wan sakit mata eh?!

IDK!

Fifi force me to smile like this

Huh, i was clipping my hair.

Today I was out to Niza Sis wedding in Bedok, we reach there about 3.. And Im much happy cos I get to meet afew of my Ite School friends.. Ain, Rika, Fifi, Juff, Wan, Fifi & Shah.. Oh I miss them! Sadly some are not able to go.. :( its okay... So, we've had yummy food there, Nasi Minyak.. Very nice indeed! The marriage was held under a void deck, malay tradition.. Still the same.. There was a group of bikers from "i dont know" group. Idk the group name.. And not important to know.. So, after which we salam her parents and off we are to Tampines Mall 1, it was wan farel idea, so i sure will agree to it, Fifi cant go cos she dun wanna walk with heels and kebaya hahaha, And also her parents are waiting for her... So there's only 3 of us, Juff, Wan & Me.. Rika, Shah and Ain went back home earlier on..
We 3 took bus 69 to tamp mall, we went in topman to window shop, Wan were plannin to grab a yoghurt there, I had a original yogurt flavour, with a topping, oreo... Its Nice! Even tho sour.. HAHA! We had a walk through all the Tamp Shopping Mall... It was tiring cos i was wearing a pair of heels, so its really troublesome to walk... ergh...

Anw when i was in Tamp Mall 1 i went in Bossini Style, the shop was nice... and also I saw Chona & Angel, I saw them and we were all shocked hahaha.

p/s: Chona said ive grown fatter. =.= I didnt notice it. :D

HAHA! ok im done with posting.

This week off day, movie again? Hee :P

2009-05-23T22:54:00.003+08:00

Now Im at home, reached home since 8 ++ to surf net and do chatting, syasya was here with me just now, and she just went back home, we had a great time, chatting with Zali... A friend of her that i jst know... yeah... (: Basically I end work at 6pm just now, mom ask me to go Jurong, Ibu hse, but im too lazy cos its like so far... so decided to headed back home straight.. what a good girl? LOL :D

Anyway yesterday i was at Eka's hse having a movie marathon, we watch the movie The House, Hanis brought it there... had a great time eating ice cream in the tub, and playing laptop, watch Seniman Bujang Lapok, camwhoring.. hahaha.. and fallen asleep as well. HAHAHA. I was feeling sleepy in Eka hse.. heee -.-
Had a great time (:

TOMORROW PLANNING WILL BE- Wedding Invitation!YEAH!, Niza Sis Weds...
Will be meeting my Ite friends... OH I MISS THEM! Cant wait!
(((:

Oh and not to forget HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY Alippiez!
You've turned 18 & I'm jealous. Ergh. Nvm. HAHA
BEST WISHES! Stay Healthy, Handsome always uh!:)

Sorry, i steal your pic =.=

2009-05-22T01:29:00.002+08:00

Don't Talk To Me OR Else I''ll Shoot You!

Hahaha I'm going crazy over this Life. :DDD

2009-05-22T00:35:00.002+08:00

Really feels so shagged now, I just get a scolding from mum, she was complaining about my dad was complaining to her about my bills, and also my late night sleep cause talking otf...
I just hear her out in a relax mood, I can see that myself had change, cause usually i will fight it back to her, or even them... But i try to get cool down... I am really finding for a better way in my life, i want my parents to be happy with it, I am trying to find a way that will make my parents love the way I'm living.. But how is it? How can I be a really good daughter to them? Please God help me, I know I've may be fallen from my religious matter, but in a way, at the same time i try to be one good Islamic lady in the best way I can... I know I said I will try, but i know I'm not putting my fully self to it... I'm just living in a life with influences around me, I don't influence into the bad things that much, but still there is a part of it, that I've put down my religion... *Praying*

Goodness sake, I am still trying my bestest way ever to put through all this challenges...
Please wish me the BEST! Thank you. (:

In other part of my life called LOVE, I knew a guy not long ago, through a childhood friend of mine, she introduced him to me, we were contacting each other very closely, and for a reason we fall in love with each other, at that point of time he was not ready to be in a relationship, we confested to each other about our feelings, we were REALLY i mean REALLY close friends.. I treat him as my boyfriend, even though there's hard times going through life with him, I had lied to my mother loads all because i love to meet him so much, whereas my mom knows that he got to do something with it..
When I was with him I feel really peace with him, i just cant explain the feelings of it..
But we failed to continue our relationship till the longest way that we can, because of some reasons, HIM-he is the hardest to forget in my life, i feel that i really3 need him by myside always, i cried for weeks, its seriously hurt me alot, my im glad i am strong deep down...

Even now, I know alot of guys out there, when there's afew ive already meet them up, but fyi i cant forget my ex, I wont be able to forget my ex for my wholelife, SERIOUSLY! I feel so sorry about guys that are trying to help me forget my ex and wants me to move on... thank you, i appreciate it, but there's no need for u to.. I will help myself... Maybe i dont need any help from u guys or u people out there, I will help myself...

Anyway I know I'm mixing with the right people... I love them no matter how they are like... (((:

Lots of Love K people!

2009-05-21T00:16:00.002+08:00

Today was indeed a GEREK off day! Out to watch movie, Fireball Muay Thai at Cathay Cwp...
It was a really FUN movie, NC16, so yeah cs girls cant watch it! they are underage, padan muke krg. HAHAHA. It was a violent show, but very challenging... 9/1o points for it!

Went lepak at Titanic at first, then to Treehouse, chill, eat, play games, sekoms, spell it the other way to know.. Chill till 9 plus, went back home took bus, anyway very irritating kene kacau eh, ader org nak steal rocks and our hps, so the childhood games. Hahaha. Tkpe we'll REVENGE. (EVIL) hahahaha :D

To Eka-I adore your camera, we'll go camwhore one day aite?

End of Post.
Love.

2009-05-20T11:29:00.002+08:00

Tagged By Hanis
1. Besides lips,where is your favourite spot to get kiss?- forehead, neck. haa :o

2. How do you feel when you wake up in this morning?- Relax.

3. Who was the last person you took photo with.?- Fifi.

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?- Nope.

5. Would you ever donate blood?- yes.

6. Have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex?- Yeas.

7. Do you want someone dead?- No.

8. What does the last message say?- Call mama.

9. What are you thinking right now?- Do not waste time.

10. Do you wish someone with you right now?- Yess pls.

11. What time you went to bed last night?- 2am.

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt that you're wearing now?- I didnt bought it, it was a gift from my supervisors. Frm Bossini.

13. Is someone in your mind?- definitely.

14. Who was the last person who texted you?- mom.

15. 10 people tagged to do this quiz.

- Eka

- Hanis
- Hiddy

- Alipp

- Apian

- Fifi
- Zali Mastermind
- Wali.
- Afiq
- Kenn

16. Who is 2 having relationship with?- Hmm i heard its gg to be nadres.

17. Is 3 male or female.?- female.

18. If 7 & 10 get together, would it be a good thing.?- No way, they cant be a gay!

19. What is 1 studying about.?- Office, ite bishan

20. When was the last time you had a chat with 5.?- Yesterday while today, even now

21.Is 4 single.?- Yes.

22. Say something about 2.- She's a gerek to mix with.

23. What do you think about 3 & 6 being together?- NO they cant be lesbians.

24. Describe 9.- There is more than 1 afiq, hmm which one. The hot hot heat?

25. What will you do if 6 and 7 fight?- They dk each other.

26. Do you like 8?- Im fine.

2009-05-18T23:47:00.002+08:00

It says everything about me (:
Good Night.

2009-05-17T23:25:00.002+08:00

Today, ended work at 2pm, was actually having a kenduri but it was last minute cancelled, due to some reasons. hmm, so the plan is? Out to town! Meet up Shah in the first place, had a meal at Far East, I was hungry at that time, I had oyster chicken rice, Foooh niceyy! Dah lamer tak mkn nasi ayam seh. Hehehe. I miss nasi ayam so much. LOL :D

We were sitting at Taka and it was when Hiddy and Melvin came awhile later, and also Aida!
We headed to Far east again to temankan Aida and Melvin makan, Hiddy had Fried Mars Balls- Seriously nice!
They ate at Es Teller, chicken rice shop? urrh idk. lol.
Then came Dino and Mul. They headed to Subway to 'sapedek tonjol' it means 'eat'. Hahaha tpy bloom words. So, while waiting for them, the rest headed to Wisma cotton on to shop!

I bought a red hot tank top, and a shoe-shoe is for my work.
Im spending money again? Geeessshhhh!
Countdown 13 days for my next pay. pffft.
Anyway, Ive paid my bills just for 50 bucks. LOL.
Next time bayar lebih lurrrh. Ergh.

After......
Went back home...
Had a rest....
Im going to sleep soon enough...
Tmr had again have to work morning. Darn!

Overall I had Fun today!
Peace.

wanna know something?we didnt even took one pic of us!
hahahaha. next time, camwhore!

2009-05-17T03:18:00.004+08:00

Post for today,
Its 3.19 am now, and yet im not asleep,
Editing Blog Since 1.30++.
Can You imagine that?
And later I have got work in the morning, Darn!

Gotta Sleep After this.
BLOG EDITED!
LOVE IT
HATE IT!

Day after day

2009-05-13T01:14:00.007+08:00

SUNDAY-Mothers Day

Had dinner at Seoul Garden with family.
Arcade games, Timezone
Saw:
Jannah-Was working at that time.
Shahirah-Was eating with her bros.
Shah Iskandar-Was eating with his family.

Bought- For Mom, A blouse-Chosen by me.

MONDAY & TUESDAY-
Nothing to tell about.

WEDNESDAY-Today
Happy 18th Birthday Dearest Afiq, Happy? Youve turned 18 at last.
:)
He told me, im the FIRST ONE to wish. *touchy huh*

Birthday Boy, Cakes&Candles!
Warm Wishes, Best of Luck!

have a good rest Alippieez, as well as Apian.

2009-05-09T01:00:00.004+08:00

WAHWAHWAH today life is so boring siaa...
Stay at home like sick people, bastard! but at least i get to do some household chores, helping out my mama, sekali sekale rajin kan diri ni. haha. Ok but at least i get to get out to meet hiddy & nabilah, oh and also hanis. Nabs friend. I had mcdonals for dinner just now, but i felt so full seh. Doesnt eat much. WEIRD!

After, went back home early tauu jgn maen2. sebelom kul 8.30 dah sampai rumah. At home, i was watching tv and resting with mama and adik.

In msn, i told apian im bored now, then he called me in msn haha he was acting like a famous dj maner tah. haha awesome fm. I was LMAO! Apian Apian. He played various songs for me to hear, and also one video clip or a sound clip? not so sure haha, but it was SHIT FUNNY! Got something to do with C**k LOL. After all, he did a good job cheering me up! WELL DONE DEAR! Thanks! :)))

Then i have something to inform-
Okay this is a shocking news:
After a few minutes im laughing,
All of a sudden, my phone rings. Guess who is calling me???
My hardest goodbye- My ex.
Im like 'am i seeing the right thing?'
AARRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHH!
I picked up and say 'hello'
He ask me what am i up to? How are you? He told me he miss me. While he was sitting down, Die teringat kenangan silam. awww. His place has the most memories ever! Happy times & Sad times. Sigh. He was with his chinese friend, R at that time. R was disturbing me, saket kuat! Wth is it me or him? Enough of R.
Well, i told him dun think too much. His birthday is coming, i hope one day i can celebrate it with him even though we are not together anymore, but still he's once part of my life. He's my history which i wont be able to forget. I WONT! Some friends knows why. Sigh again.
After we put down the phone, he msg-ed me. Boy, oh boy. Dah lah, jgn fikir2 kan lagi.
And his friend-Rod, call me up too, he say he miss me. haha.

Rod: ehyy kau amcm? aku rindu kau lurh.
Me: Aku baek, kau lak?
Rod: Alhamdulilah, aku pun baek jugak.
Then, A masok campur. haha tnyer psl makanan die.
Shh, nanti aku belanje luh senang2. 'Kalau aku senang'. HAHA.

Well, I wish him and his friends are all doing good.
I told them we'll meet up one fine day kay.

Is my friend calling me later? Hahaha. I hope he will, i wanna laugh to him.

Before i end my post, tmr is a public hol But i have to work this FUCKINN FOOOL shift! eeeeeeee! shagged shagged! =.=

SUNDAY: MOTHERS DAY! Hmmm, what I have to plan ehh?

Okay, Im done with posting.

Chalo.

2009-05-07T00:58:00.002+08:00

Beyoncé - Broken-Hearted Girl

Lyrics;
You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing I like thought you could have been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that

You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you've break my heart
You're the only one

And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can't erase the times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you it pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna to take a breath without you babe
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinda way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
And I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl no no
No broken-hearted girl
I'm no broken-hearted girl

There's something that I feel I need to say
Up 'til now I've always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out
You say you got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me
And still you're in my heart
But you're the only one

And yes there are times when I hate you
But I don't complain
Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh but now I don't hate you I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna to take a breath without you baby
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinda way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, mmm yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid, my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away, away with you,
Yeah yeah yeah, oh ohh...

I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna to take a breath without my baby
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinda way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl, no, no
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

2009-05-07T00:12:00.003+08:00

Its been a week since i last post, i was too lazy and been busy to do posting everyday. Okay, i was not feeling well a day ago, i had a slight fever which i already feel much better now. But i have to went to work, cause i cant do last minute changing of plans. I care for the shop.

A few hours ago i had quarrel with my mother, she ask me to pay my hp bills which i dont want, HAHA idk whats the fucking reason! grrr! My bills cost me 200 over dollars, erghh i regretted for using outgoing calls so much till it goes UP! FUCK! And NOW i had to pay it by my own! Regretted cause i dont save as well, can anyone teach me the easiest way to save money?! Pleeeasee... :(
I'm too 'boros' err idk whats the word in english, its like spend money w/o thinking to save.

Supposingly, i end work at 10 just now but my supervisor, Jet, ask me to go at 8 so that i can rest more at home, so that i will be fit for work tmr. Yeah, i hope i am fully recover by tmr, so that i will be smiling at work, and not looking like a 'vampire' like what my colleaque, David, told me. HAHA!

I'm done with posting, i feel sooooo lazy to type now. Grrrr!
Will update more & more if i have the energy!

i miss ex bf badly, and so does he. i know.

I love khalisah

2009-05-01T01:42:00.005+08:00

I GOT MY PAY! :))

Oh yes its already FIRST MAY 2009! Its uncle birthday! Happy Birthday to him! Idk whats his age? Haha what a niece am i? LOL. okay, The time past really fast. Alot of incidents happened day by day right. Well basically, today(30th April) i'm off. No work! Yay! I was out to Sims Ave to accompany my dad, my aunt and my grandma to berubat. k, why go berubat? Its quite a complicated story indeed. Yeah. I dunt wanna tell alright. Get back to Jurong to makan, hehe and chill at Uncle hse. At 8pm was already otw to "home", took cab with Ibu to Jurong Pt.. I was actually looking for a new purse or wallet? hahaha. But not found, err nvm. I'm happy walking and playing with Baby Khalisah. She borrowed my bangle. heheh she love the bangle.

So, I got to woodlands to meet hiddy, mas atiqah and eka. Eka date with F, the guy is not bad. Seriously. Hahaha. After we had ciggs, off otw to home took bus home 858 and 811 till i reached home. wahhh... finally babe! Overall I had a great day today! i had fun tho.

1st may is a working day for me. But Thank God I had morning shift, ends at 6! Yipee! :))

Happy Labour Day.

There she goes, playing with my bangle.

Hello

2009-04-29T01:13:00.009+08:00

HELLO to my new friends here, Nice knowing you guys. Both of their names start with the same letter, which is 'A'..!

Here's Apian :)

And here's Alippieez :)

NEW FRIENDS ARE MUCH LOVE!

what a day

2009-04-28T00:40:00.012+08:00

Okay, for this post im posting today, you just need to read the pics, starts from the bottom. okay. thank you.

He's Juffrie, I Miss him too.

I miss this guy here, Wan Farel!

Haryani is her name. I miss her too.

Okay, Her name is Rose. I miss her!

This are all the people that i MISS alot! I miss them alot!
I wish to meet them, but its just fate has'nt brought us to meet. Yet.

Apian,
Thanks for what you've asked me to ask. I will ask. Be strong buddy. :)

2009-04-26T23:57:00.004+08:00

ITS A BORING SUNDAY!!!

But at least when I came back home from work, I get to meet my lovely nephew and niece. Oh i miss them loads! They cheer me up! Love them. <3

&

I LOVE YOU ALL!Mwaahhxxs!

Love,
Dylarh. <3

Super fun day

2009-04-26T01:40:00.004+08:00

One is taking the pic, that is Sya!

Oh and yeah not to forget I was out for a shopping spree with Hajj, Sya, Kid, Nana & Syikin. Super tired, but Fun Loong Day! Foooh!

a great day indeed

2009-04-26T00:44:00.002+08:00

I went to work in the morning, had morning shift yesterday. I was early to work, yipee! Happy! I'm out from my hse by 9.05 am, i start work at 10am.. haha, i walked to Yishun mrt station, Fun tau!

First time, throughout 9 years of staying yishun, i guess yesterday was the first time in the MORNING, i walked to yishun mrt ALONE! hahaha! Seriously. Sambil makan kueh and minum yakult hahaha, and sempat asap lagik. Heee! I was supposed to end work at 6pm but my supervisor told me I can go back at 2, wah happy u know... hehehe! Come work, serve ard 2-3 customers then do steaming of tops, terus balik hahaha :))) I had a walk in amk central, while eating ice-cream.. was actually looking for nail polish. Found but didnt buy. NO MONEY. :(( Pay belom dtg. =.= It was when i saw a tiny shop, selling Takoyaki for 4 for $2... Nice one, furthermore im hungry at that time, haha.. ddk satu tempat ddk ni mkan sorang2.. hahaha seems cool.. LOL!

then headed home to rest... fuhh! and hiddy called me telling me she's on her way... so met her up at 200+ there, lepak awhile.. she went to my house to play comp.. haha!
At night lepak again, hee... I decided to ask Hajj & Sya to lepak, that was when HALIM is also there! OMG! aku rindu kau Halim! HAHAHAHA! mcm nak pelok kau je tadi.. heheh! Of cos tak lurh kan. LOL.

and so yeah drg dah balik, tinggal hiddy, jannah & me. we bought a cheese cheesy fries something2, i bought a swiss mushroom fries... we chilled beside my block, eat & asap...
We were creating & telling loads of stories to each other, it was FUN! hmm a mixture if feelings & emotions at that time cool lurh cool...

Ok now home sweet home. I had work again tmr! :@!

long day

2009-04-23T12:07:00.002+08:00

Its been a few days i post... been busy lately... what should i say first... Remember, when is the last time did i cry? Tuesday... its been a week.. the silence i feel now really kills, hurt me much. i try to be happy, i try to act as normal. yes, people see me im fine.. deep down in my heart.. only God knows.. Forget it now! erggh.. ISLY! (figure it out)

yeah well, ive been working hard this few days, mcm paham *hard*... yesterday i was late for work, FUCK! hate it! I had FULL SHIFT yesterday, i woke up early in the morning, sempat tgk tv dah mandi and stuff, but disebabkan keluar rumah terlambat tertinggal the bus and im late! bingit uhh. haiiisshhh, decided to hailed up for a cab, to amk hub.. wah the fare is $8.40.. Mahal tau! Money gone! Today work again till closing... Afternoon shift today, I wont be late again! NO MORE!
After posting, better get bathing and off to work! grrr! dont waste time Adilah!

well yesterday i saw JJ, haha he was sitting infront of my shop and saw me sempat wave "hello" lagii... bukan nak masuk and tegur tau.. hahah takpe.. i was busy pun.. then i saw 3 guys walking two times past by my shop and one of them was like looking inside the shop and smile2, I dont know him haha too bad... maybe i know but i dont know his face.. haha! alah biarluh...

Oh and yeah, yesterday otw home I met a stalker! haha, from turun train dah nampak die, and he was like walking beside me all the way till bus interchange and we actually took the same bus, and guess what! He sat beside me, Aiyo MAT MAT! saper tah aku tak kenal kau luh deh.. haha..
Nak mintak number tu lain kali sound lurh, chey *perasan* HAHA!

Oh and yeah, i was on relief in 825 toa payoh outlet last tues... wow i miss all of them there, i wish i can transfer there! hehe!

OKAY, now the time is 12.22pm in the clock i had in comp and my hp! Better get bathing!

Peace.

2009-04-18T23:19:00.004+08:00

Ekachai? did i spell it right? how do you know his name yani? hehehe. THAT FREAKING SUPER HOT GUY! Awwwhh, he makes me fall thousands floor everytime i saw him.. cheeshh! Hahaha!

anyway i guess he is not in sch anymore. hmm pity yanis. heheh. nvm wanwan masih ader kan. LOL.

I just MISS SCHOOL REALLY REALLY REALLY Much! :'( (crying!)
all those memories still in my mind, everyday sehh.. haii haii tulah adilah saper suroh maen2? saper suroh tak blaja betol2? eeee! gerrram! tapi TAKPE! next year maybe continue. haix. atau taking private.. or maybe i get the customer contact service course. Agaknyer je lurh dapat kann. But my principal say low chance .. yes.. haaaa! TAKPE!

Just do work babe! Work! Work! And concentrate! CONCENTRATE! penat uhhh. kerje tu, mendak sehh. tpi nk buat mcm maner kan, malas nak carik kerje lain.. insyallah lurh kalau ader offer lain yg lebeh bagus nyerr, hehe gaji bom ke, kerje senang ke.. boleh lurh aku hop at kerje tuu. hehehe!

i dont know what im posting about today.

anw i miss someone badly. SHIT U SHIT!

I owned it

2009-04-18T00:23:00.002+08:00

me me me!

now, someone ask me to get rid of my post. not necessary, not necessary... its my blog, so its my own wish... betoool tak?
u thot im hurting u? no im not. i just write whatever i feel like saying in my blog.. its for me to let out whatever feelings i had here. so i hope u understand. dont scared lurh k, she will not get to read my blog. y u so scared ni? haiish. dont scared2 lurh kay, if u know how to save one relationship, u will confirm know to save other relationship.. kay?

for everyone info : me and my ex bf are still friends. ermm i still go to tpy to lepak.. but not that often as last time.. yeh.. and now im living my life as usual, as normal... feel sad, and hurt no more.. kalau ader pun simpan sendiri je.. gaa! buat ape nk bilang2 kan.. :)

2009-04-16T01:43:00.002+08:00

for everyone info: I STILL LOVE HIM!

The memories. Past.

Today i will not post much things, lazy to type. Just pictures. Hmmm. I miss him sooo much. No matter what happend to you, "karma" just be STRONG! I'm here and will not go anywhere. :)

Its hard for me to take this.

2009-04-14T10:50:00.003+08:00

I cant even get to sleep easily, im damn hurt. i keep on crying from last night till now, why do u have to hurt me so much. Y? My heart feels like its been stabbed by a knife, it really really really hurts so much. i keep on being awake in my sleep, i cant sleep well. afiq, why do u have to do this to me. WHY? i know i cant force love, i cant simply ask afiq to broke off with lola and be together with me back. i cant, yesterday he told me this, wait for me k, i will surely turn back to u one day, trust me touch my heart and feel my love. what i say is going to be true. i was crying and crying, and so does he. our love is strong i can see that.

about lola and him its just an INFACTUATION not LOVE! read my lips - INFACTUATION!

argggh, today im going to work again, and what u think will i feel when i stepped out from my hse and suddenly feels so different. normally, i will msg him and tell me my whereabouts. at night we will talk otp, laugh and smile together. but now, for the meantime- i hope so.. things will turn out differently. i will be a loner without A GUY whom I LOVE to msg with, and to tell him what im always up to.. haissh.. i just feel soo soo sadden..

Dino tell me it doesnt meant that afiq did this to me u wont come down to rc- you are bloom. come on adilah there's all your friends here. do come down and lepak with us. but i say i will think about it.
All the memories will flashback when i go there, the place where i sat with afiq, no matter what were we doing at that time- laughing or crying. it will make me hurts more. I CAN'T!
I wont go down there. I dont want to see afiq there, i can lepak there but without him there.
Im soo sorry.

No matter what had happend I WILL BE STRONG! This is a test that god is giving me, im sure there will be happiness awaits infront of me. ergggh! fuuuhhh!

Its sad, but im strong.

2009-04-14T00:51:00.004+08:00

im damn fucked up by this msg telling me: i wanna tell u something, im alreadi attach, so i hope u understand, so sory nurul. aku baru habes kerje and mcm gini nye msg aku dpt?! eh sial larh, aku sod giler siak! serious shit! aku turon saner siol carik die, patot larh lately aku msg die die tk reply semue mcm tadi. eh pukimak naseb baek aku sabar aku strong sak! aku turon saner aku bbl maha bbl nye dgn die, wat dino tell me and most of my friends tell me its true, and he also told me this. - MESTI I AKAN CARIK U BALIK NYE SATU HARI! yes let him find me, i know he will. he still love me, its just infactuation die dgn lola. haiish dah lah biarkan lah die dah pilih nak mcm gini kan aku nak ckp aper lagi. die suroh aku tunggu die, of cos mmg i will tunggu die. i promised him. ok tadi die hantar aku balek he wants a last hug and kiss. he hugged me and kissed on my forehead. i know he do love me. but he just cant like hurt lola and blah blah shit. ARGGGH! dah lah AKU STRONG KAY read my lips - I AM STRONG!

skg ni aku nak relax kan aku nye mind. I will be okay friends.
Mwuahx!

Today

2009-04-12T23:15:00.004+08:00

herlow. I'm on the mood to post today. Last midnight was like grrr malas giler nye...! hehe! so well today i went to town with hiddy, teman her buy sch shoes at far east plaza... we were surveying at first.. she cant find the shoe that she wants.. so kiter survey dulu lorh.. hid was hungry at that time, we were finding for LJS at far east but it was not there anymore.. =.= so off we are to Cineleisure, it was FAR. like i say FAR from far east and walk to saner. Jauh kan, but nk buat aper, nk mkn punye psl. i was craving for LJS food too. hehe. dah sampai order food and stuff, mkn sambil berbual. haha. we saw HSA tangkap people underage smoking. hmmmph, we were damn lucky not to korox there(outside LJS) fuhhh! SELAMAT! then patah balik far east to get hid's shoe. dah beli jalan2 carik bangles etc, abeh dino call, met him he was with aida... tunggu die beli baju.. hid and me saw the HSA still walking ard carik mangsa nya! babi punya orang! hahah!

we lepak jap at lucky plaza nye tepi tangga to korox there was really a SAFE plce! weeheehee! beli ice cream makan terus balik. Besok aku kerje dok!
yes a new environment to work, with new people around me, and i will meet more new people. MISS!

The food i eat for today is-

nasi sambal goreng
fried mars bars with ice-cream-UPSIZE LAGI! SEDAAPPP GILERR!
Long John Silver-2pc chicken
Ice cream-Mcflurry mudpie

boom shudoo boom boom boom shudoo boom boom boom! BYE!

Hola Hola Hola!

2009-04-12T00:43:00.003+08:00

OMG! i m lazy to post my blog this few days! busy plus lazy! LOL, i got alot to tell but grrr malas uh nk type. I will tell when im free... REALLY FREE ON THAT TIME! =)

Last minute plan day

2009-04-08T19:26:00.003+08:00

Tuesday- we were out for a fcuking last minute plan, to sheesha & karaoke... at first the plan was we were planning to go town to eat subway and chill.. but tak jadi... durrrhh.. reason cos i cant go out early, and also afiq fought with his mom about money.. and i also need to save money... hmmph... i received alot of calls dari, dino lurh, melvin lurh, zack lurh...mcm2 uhh lepas satu2... bingit tau tak!

Then actually the plan was just to go down bradell jumpe afiq, and take back my money from dino.. BUT last minute afiq call me and ask:

afiq: u tak kluar?
me: nak kluar uh ni jap lagi jumpe u kat rc..
afiq: tpi kiter nga otw nk gi bugis tau nak sheesha..
me: im like, HUH? aperr ni? ok ok luh i go and siap now.

so i called hiddy up to tell her bout the plan...then we mit up at np..

suker nah luh drg last2 minute plan2 ni.. ergghh!

tkper lurrhh, then dah sheesha semue ok lurh was fun lurh jgk, the not fun part is ader 'ORG' nga steam... ok name cant be mention...

last minute AGAIN at sheesha place, ni zack plan nk karaoke pulak kat grandlink.. semue satu2 muke dah malaas.. tpi kiter tetap pegi nk sedap hati zack nye pasal...and moreover its still early.. haha (actually dah lambat)! Buat bodoh lurrhh!

at karaoke place- then asyik nyanyi si hiddy dgn si zack jek,, dgn dino skali... ahh larrh biar lurhh.. drg due tu nk duet actually tpi aku menyebok.. HAHA!

then went home took a cab till yishun mrt... balik naik bus... sampai rumah bbl kat hp jap then aku pon kojol rabak...! heehee..

Monday, Movie Day

2009-04-07T15:56:00.004+08:00

I was out to watch a movie with afiq, melvin, rod, and hiddy. we watched 'the unborn'... a scary movie, supposed to be,? or a ghost story? haha idk.. we just watched.. so yeah, had popcorn and drinks.. the movie started at 5.45 pm..at amk hub cathay.. it was scary supposingly, aku ni penakut tapi tetap nak tgk, luckily afiq was there to cover my eyes and stuff. haha! the movie was actually about an unborn baby twins... yeah! when the movie is over, mcm biase kiter gi koroks outside amk hub..

AHAH! Afiq and me-we were craving for Subway! At last yesterday we get to eat it... very happy indeed.. i ordered italian bread foot long-teriyaki chicken hmm nice not dat bad lurrh.. i'm still craving for it till now. yesterday's was not enough. Heee!

back to bradell to chill, we went to roy grandfather's songka! me and dayah waited for them under roy's blk.. had maggie and apple tea.. and not to forget frozen lychee packet drink.. LOL!

dah lah takmo cite lagi psl 'R'...

we played a very fun and funny game yesterday, the game is called- 1-2-3-bang/go!
its too long to explain how the game goes. indeed its very fun lurrrh! Gerek dok! sampai balik lambat.! haha.

aku kene forfeit 2 kali psl salah, LOL

i have to do a pole dance
& buat muke burok kat melvin(dino nye plan)

MCM SIAK uhh satu2!

today turon nk maen game tu lagi! weeeheee!!!

Soccer is fun!

2009-04-05T00:36:00.004+08:00

ILOVEMYBFSOOOMUCH!hey... i want to springfield sec to watch soccer game today. woodlands wellington against home united.. the score is 3-1.. the ONE-Afiq score it!

hehe, took 969 to tampines interchange.. have a light meal at long john silver with hidayah. i only had a clam chowder. YUM! Then off to springfield sec, took a cab there cos we're not sure how to go there. hehee..
And then when i reach there, a guy from WW told me, "eh afiq score satu tadi".. ohh, im like "oh okay" haha. then went in thru gate 9.. soo guan tell me, "eh afiq parents over there le" ...

oOoUuuH...hee, im like... ooohkay.. hehe, malu2 kucing dong salam them..watch and watch soccer, during half time afiq went in to the fitness (the place where we were sitting) talk for awhile.. i heard a conversation between afiq and his mum, maybe afiq mum was asking him which one is adilah oh something.. gaaa! paiseyh paiseyh. haha.

a few mins, as per normal.. asap! i was really trying to hide from his parents.. doest want to let them know, that i S! grrr!

den dah hbes semue, gedabak gedebuk ader gaduh dino and one of HU boys. dunno y?!
then then then, ader org ni masok campur num 19! haha nak step baking dino lurh tu. kwang3!
dah lah, we go tamp mall-was finding for Subway restaurant actually. haha but not found!

k lurh balik in the bus and stuff! then reach tpy..
roy grandfather passed away, sad to hear..

well im back, at home now.

:D

imy!imy!imy!

yesterday, today and tomorrow

2009-04-03T23:49:00.004+08:00

ouuuuuhhh. hooooo. hmmm. what shud i say? well thursay was a not-so-bad day... went to tpy, teman hiddy buy a new hp. she got da new phone now!

Afiq, he didnt go to his soccer training, dont know what he's been up to..
met him, walk walk walk to istana. lepak lepak lepak. eating leher ayam, hahaha nice uh!

got back, fuck! quarell again! haiyooo! bingit2! dont knw wat to say anymore. lazy lurrh. haixx.

anw, we already patch things up!
aww we really miss those moments wen we're together. =.=

Friday, hmmm. hiddy came my hse, she did came yesterday too. online chat, songs!

went to Nab's apartment, had a asap. went down to buy. haha lepas u knw.
lepak near library area there (i was in yishun the whole day!), lepak with Nab madrasah friends. Cool! haha cabot madrasah, duduk mcdonald makan burger. siak siak!

then hurrrhurrr, somethings which im not supposed to tell. ader lurrh ehh.
;)

went back home, im supposed to sleep., but i cant!
LOL:D

peace. <3>

April Fool (Serious shit lame!)

2009-04-02T16:39:00.007+08:00

1st April 09 was such a fool day, April fool. Full of nonsense! Hate it! HAHA! Got a called from hiddy's ex, he told me afiq got beaten up in tpy, i immediately LOL, i was chatting with him at that moment, how can he get beatened up ryte.. CRAP! then he paisey already he ask me to call hiddy and tell her that HE was caught in an accident, Malas nak layan! Then, when i called hiddy she was laughing her ass out cos she know of his STUPID JOKES! LOL:D (saper nak gi percaye die!)

Was out to causeway to buy a new Mp3 Player. Cost-$99. And its charger for $12.90...Grr!
Walk around, sempat bbl dgn Jannah kat Seoul Garden, she was working at that time. hehe.

Hiddy and me went to get a bubble tea to drink. hmm we were hungry at that time, so off to Pasar malam to grab our dinner, bought char kway goreng. eat-eat-eat! it wasnt dat nice actually. After, asap time!

Then we waited for afiq to finish their soccer, got a hug from him!=.= miss dat warm hug of his! >.yesterday was a I-AM-NOT-SUPPOSED-TO-BELIEVE-WHAT-THEY-SAY day.

End!

Shoppers Day

2009-04-01T00:28:00.004+08:00

heey. 31st March went shopping with Yati & Hiddy, First to Vivo, but i didnt buy anything there. Yati did... Just do a survey of Bossini outlet there.. Went in lots of shops.. eg:Topshop,N.U.M,Forever 21,Fox..etc...went in N.U.M to see if YY is thre,but he's not. HAHA! Went in Warehouse to haunt for Rose, but she's not thre, I only saw her bf.. hmm.. dunno lurrh..

Then straight to Orchard, shopping time for me..hehe! errgghh went Cotton On, bought a 2 piece of long sleeve tops for $20..& a slipper in black..cool!

Chill at Taka for a while, asap.. grrr! and off to Yishun, Northpoint-bought make-ups! & bottoms.. Staff dis babe! woohoo! Hahaha!

After,
Home Sweet Home... (:
PEACE.

Lil Bit Of Introduction

2009-03-31T22:25:00.000+08:00

THE BOOK WAS NEVER CLOSED

While the beautiful fairy tale was ending,
the princess realized a sad one awaiting...

All her previous suffering was just the start,
the beginning of the ending, but that was not the hard part...

The prince knew he was torturing her, still he kept
breaking what he already broke more and more thinking it was right...

As the little pieces..memories were being vanished
cherishing them and ending the story with them, she wanted...

She closed the story book with a smile on her face,
promising she will remember the precious moments...

Fading away he allowed her, easily destroying her spirit,
losing her he chose, coldly letting her fall apart...

But that was not enough, he needed her back,
because of his selfishness, he re-opened the book...

Not to replace the ending with a happy one as he promised,
but to cruely torn apart the few papers that she kept...

Still he wants her to be his, to play with her or throw her away,
that does not matter, what matter is that she is his...

WHY WASN'T HE THERE WHEN SHE NEEDED HIM?
WHY DOES HE ENJOY SEEING HER SUFFER?
WHY DOES HE PRETEND TO LOVE HER?
WHY CANT HE STOP AND LEAVE HER ALONE?

He was her everything, he is still her everything
he is the unforgettable according to her...

She feels, hollow, used, dead, left with sorrow and agonizing
now she has the story book but with a torturing ending...

She can not close the book now, she can not neglect her pain,
the end will forever be opened, as she will forever be broken...

She no more has anything to give,
she no more wants anything but not to live...