Wednesday, November 18, 2009
HIE!
Had morning shift today. After work, hiddy and her dance friend meet me at amk hub.
Went off to HAJJ & SYA crib to watch movie. Aren't movie actually, its Wujud part 1 and 3.
Overall was fun, hearing stories from their parents about those "things"... Eaten there with hiddy and dhan together in one bowl... Hahaha... We were planning to go for a recce at Sembawang park, but not sure when.
So well, SHAIFUL.
I wasnt mad at you, I know you're tired after the(M)Party. Right?
And so you we were off to sleep mcm kene bom. Tk bgn smpai mlm.
Its okay. Understood.
Ok those dreams I dreamt that morning, please let it be just a playful dream and not the real one. Too many stupid/scary dreams I had lately. Pfft.
And oh yeah.
Starts from today onwards I'LL HAVE TO BE BACK HOME EARLY.
Latest by 11.30pm. Full Stop.
You can do it ADILAH!
Done posting.
Dylarh
1:45 AM
Monday, November 16, 2009
Been stressing out for a moment.
I need a break.
I'm tired of this life.
I need the time of my own.
I need time to know myself back.
I need to run away from everyone.
I just need time.
I don't need you at this time when I'm down.
I just need myself, my prayers to give me strength.
I need to find where I'm from, whom I live with, what/who makes me happy.
and why I'm happy.
I'm tired of pretending to be happy.
I'm being another person everytime.
I don't see myself.
Who am I?
Where am I?
What should I be doing?
What should I not be doing?
At this time, I need the GREATEST OF ALL. ALLAH S.W.T
I forget my RELIGION.
I forget why HE make me live.
I forget what is SIN.
I forget where is HELL.
I forget to thanks HIM for opening up my eyes every morning.
I'm a bad person.
Please forgive me.
Please show me where is the right path to follow.
Amin.
Love,
Dylarh
1:58 AM
Sunday, November 15, 2009
I'LL MARK YOUR WORDS.
EVERY PROMISE YOU'VE MADE TO ME.
I'LL REMEMBER EVERY SINGLE ONE.
PROVE TO ME YOU CAN TO WHAT YOU SAY.
PROVE TO MY FRIENDS,MY FAMILY.
I DON'T NEED ANY HURT, NO MORE.
I JUST NEED LOVE,TRUST,SINCERE. FROM YOUR HEART.
I JUST NEED YOU.
YES YOU
Love
Dylarh
1:44 AM
Thursday, November 12, 2009
YOU AND I - Park Bom
Enjoy singing(:
Romanization
No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I'll promise you
That I'll never let you go
You naega sseureojilddae
Jeoldae heundeullimeopsi
Ganghan nunbicheuro
Myeotbeonigo nal ileukyeojweo
And you, na himae gyeoulddae
Seulpeumeul byeolang kkeutkkaji ddo akkimeopsi
Chajawa du son japeun geudaeyegae
*Nan haejoongae eopneundae
Chorahan najiman
Oneul geudae wihae i norae booleoyo
Tonight geudaeye du noonae
Geu miso dwiae nalwihae gamchweowatdeon
Apeumiboyeoyo
You and I together
It just feels so right
Ibyuliran maleulhaedo
Geu nuga mweorahaedo nan geudael jikilgae
You and I together
Nae du soneul nochijima
Annyoungiran maleun haedo
Naegae i saesangeun ojik neo hanagiae*
You maneun sarangcheoreom
Oori sarang yeokshi jogeumssik byunhagaetjyo
Hajiman jaebal seulpeo malayo
Oraen chinhan chingu cheoreom
Namaneul mideulsuitgae gidaelsuitgae
I promise you that I'll be right here, baby
*Repeat
Waeroun bami chajaolddaen
Na salmyeosi nooneul gamayo
Geudaeye soomgyeoli nal aneulddae
Mueotdo duryeopji anjyo
E saesang geu eoddeon nugudo
Geudaereul daeshin halsueopjyo
You are the only one
And I'll be there for you, baby
You and I together
It just feels so right
Ibyeoliran maleulhaedo
Geu nuga mweorahaedo nan geudael jikilgae
You and I together
Nae du soneul nochijima
Annyoungiran maleunhaedo
Naegae i saesangeun ojik neo hanagiae
Just you and I
Forever and ever Dylarh
1:37 AM
And I know, definately i will miss your companion besides me, Boy.
2:25 AM
Today post is going to be a long post.
A lot of things had happened to me lately and recently.
First thing, my relationship with bf has ended.
The decision has been made. Its over between us.
Yes I know I am stupid because I hurt a guy with EFFING good heart.
He's a good boy.
He's faithful.
He's funny.
He's kind.
He's patience.
He's good looking.
He loves me a lot.
He's one in a million.
Easy said he has the whole package.
But I played around behind his back, im sucha stupid girl.
Yes i know i said i want a serious guy that will be serious with me.
But,
Im not serious with him.
Im not being faithful to him.
Im being a stubborn person.
I lied to him.
Easy said I'm being a bitch.
And everyone can see that.
Friends had advised me a lot. ALL have a very major talk to me, they made me think what decision should i make. Thank you all. My decision has been made.
Those promises I made to ALL, and those promises i broke.
My mistakes.
I've made it all.
And i will still remember another promise.
I am not strong enough to control myself from doing shit things in my life.
I keep on doing it over again.
What happened to me in my past, I encountered it now.
What my ex bf did to me, now i did to my recent ex bf.
Friends said, I've changed.
I am no longer whom I used to be.
I am sorry dear mister nice guy, ASHRAF.
I made fake promises to you.
I lied to you.
I hurt you.
I make you wait.
I make you sacrifice a lot of things to me.
After all you have done for me.
I cant repay all that back to you.
I will remember everything that you advised me about.
I will be the luckiest girl if ever I can get maybe a better guy than you.
Questions in my head, will i find him back?
Will he accept me back? After all those shits I did to him.
(question mark)
My Last Hug.
Title:Are we done yet?
Dylarh
1:41 AM
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Say hello to readers!
I know its been so long since i last updated blog. I have been so lazy to update, was not really that busy actually but was just lazy. HAHA!
At least right now y'all have something to see at my blog. haaa!
I have alot to update you people. But not now... Hopefully by tmr i will update... OKAY PEEPS!
Love,
Dylarh
2:29 AM
Been stressing out for a moment.
My Last Hug.
