AT LAST MY COMP IS NOW OKAY!!!
I missed being online and net surfing, its been week since my comp is down.
GRRR!
But now it seems fine, I hope it'll not be for just a while...
I have a lot to tell, but ill not be telling everything. for sure.
saper nk gi type panjang2.
anyways life has been making me crazy, with bf, mom, and friends.
sad=.=
work-okay.
love-sucks.
life-i think its fair.
done with posting.
gtg, talking with my ********
get back to ya ppl soon. ;)
Labels: I shagged
1:30 AM
It was my freaking off day again today, i was out to Bugis, AGAIN!!! with yati, oh I miss her. I was accompanying her to Cotton On interview at National Library. We had a meal in Tong Seng while waiting for the cotton on HR to call up back, but didnt. haha, so both of us went walking to Esplanade & chill there.... while we were walking pass through Marina Sq, i was actually craving for Starbucks, so I went in to starbucks, wanted to ordered a Caramel Frapp.
When I was taking out my money from my purse, I heard this two guys in the starbuck counter was talking, i heard this guy voice was saying "alamak si minah ni".... nothing came into my mind actually. haha. but when i turned around, guess wat I saw my ex sch classmate, ariff yo. hahaha he was working there, and I purposely asked him for a free drink hahahaha. Nk free je eh muke aku ni? LOL :D.... and lucky me he did give me free.. hahaha, i hope he's sincere.. damn it you friend, THANKS ANYWAY! we had a short chat but indeed good chat. hahaha! (hiddy)
HAHAHA, u know I know. ;)
So chilling at Esp, while waiting for Yati's bf came along to join us... We were bored and thought of eating ice-cream, i get a free ice cream treat :) !
Was actually thinking of to meet hiddy and went back home together, but my mom was already pestering me to go home. so yeah, balik jer lor...
and and and...
me and bf was having a missed communication right now...
i dont want us to fight, or having a wrong expectations for each other...
i'm sorry if i made u feel regretted, i just feel offended by what u said to me, that u told your friend about...
i know i did many wrongs to you...
sorry.
& i'm done.
p/s: that someone in the tagged, inside story ;)
11:59 PM
It was my off day today, and as usual I went out to meet Imran, at Bugis, AGAIN! HAHAHA.
We went in Bugis St to buy a wrist band, to mark our relationship...
We had a meal at Sim Lim Square... We had roti nan and butter chicken.. The food taste like crazy! hahahaa.
After that we went travelling all the way to Fort Canning park, the place was cool. We went up and down the hill... haha.. And so, we headed to Clarke Quay to chill.. and soon headed back home...
1:02 AM
ITS MOM BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY AS WELL AS DAD BIRTHDAY TWO DAYS BEFORE MOM'S.
WE CELEBRATED IT TODAY, HAD A DINNER WITH FAMILY AT SWENSENS-NORTHPOINT.
I'll pray hard, you'll be safe, longevity, healthy always.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
Without you Mom, I wont grow this tall.
Thank you so much, all your sacrifice you had for me, I wont be able to repay it all.
I just will show you, I'll be "the one" you want.
12:40 AM
OKAY, EVERYTHING'S FINE NOW!
Relieved, Feel much better now.
I want no more conflicts, misunderstanding between us friends.
Anything u feel like telling, just say it out.
Don't keep it.
So well, all the pasts I've gone through before, I forget it all.
There's no use if I keep it as grudges.
I've fall down once, But I managed to bring myself up.
Thanks for all your help.
The new life, I'm facing now
Is gonna make me be stronger than last time.
I need to prove that I can be "THE ONE"
If I failed to do so, I will be hurt.
And ya know, I hate the feeling hurt.
So yeah, start a new chapter in the book.
Old book, I've thrown away, far away.
And not gonna pick it up back.
I've burned it all.
I just hope and pray that you'll always be safe.
Remember a bright future buddy.
Love,
dylarh.
popcorn!(;
11:46 PM
PLEASE DONT MAKE ME STRESS!
Why, why are we making things in so hard way?
Which is exactly the right way to solve this problem?
What is going wrong here?
Please, make it clear.
I am so stressed right now, I have been tearing out three days since.
Why does this problems seems so complicated?
Where goes wrong?
Who is the one to blame now?
WHO?
Make it clear today okay, we gonna have a meet-up-session.
OF 4 of us.
I hope things will go fine. Peace.
5:02 PM
Been busy and tired to post my blog....
I have been trying to find a way on how to make everyone around me happy.
Even though I feel that I'm doing my best, But still there is something lacking behind.
What is it that you're not happy with the situation now, please explain. I need that explanation.
You should be happy.
Why must you be envy? Why? Do u see me as your friend?
Tell me what should I do now?
In this situation, we shouldn't fight. We are bestfriends, why must we fight?
Its unreasonable.
I don't like losing friends, for a no good reason.
What I have now is not what I wish for, not what I wanted it to be.
It turns out to be like this now, do you want me to push it all away?
To tell you, I didn't meant to. I didn't.
I still treat you as a friend, because we have known each other much longer.
And I don't care on how your adaptations is.
I still don't throw you away.
But you cant accept the fact that you're facing now.
I blog about you, to make you open the door of your heart and your mind.
I wouldn't want to see my friends to drift away from this hard life.
Life is hard.
You must know how to stand up by your own feet when you fall.
Choose friends whom is there to help you when you're in a need.
Not friends whom always ask you to joy around.
Hard times you find me, my hard times?
You know, I'm the kind hearted type.
I'm nice to everyone.
I like treating people.
I treat people alot.
All because I see you all as a friend.
I don't ask for anything in return.
Its up to you, if you appreciate it or not.
When this someone came into my life,
He shows me how to chose the right way of life,
Not to say that he is perfect, everyone do bad things.
But you must also do right things.
YES, in this life, in this world of yours there is alot of friends you can choose.
You want to enjoy, they are there.
ENJOY? How long you can enjoy?
Life is short, when you're in the next life,
YOU'RE ALONE!
All your friends you have before, they are not there to help you.
You must answer all on your own.
I'm posting this not only for my readers.
Its also for myself.
I know, I still haven't change.
But I am trying.
Because of my dreams that I want to achieve for my future.
Labels: I miss a friend
2:19 PM
