Saturday, February 20, 2010
Hello Good evening readers. I'm back with a post. Hahah.
My babe, Aida have been asking me to update my blog.
As per normal I have always been lazy to switch on this computer of mine yo.
I have been busy working, schooling and chilling with homies every single night. And when i get home, I will either be otf or snoring. hahahaha.
Only twice or thrice in a month that I have the mood to go online and stuff. Hehe.
So my story is, im enjoying my single and mingle life yo, no stress on boyfriend anymore. I'm much more happier with my life like this. Anyway that ex-boyfriend of mine pon, is already attached to someone. All the best eh for your relationship jerk, anw tell your girlfriend, look herself into the mirror first before she called someone a 'bitch'. Understand? Look who leave who?
Work during CNY its been VERY BUSY, lots of lots of mess in the shop, I can't tolerate to fold clothes every night, its all been forced to, as its called a job, i promise myself i will never work in a retail industry that have to fold clothes again..even at home i don't do that, at work must do? Issh!
School-Is being so much FUN, with my great classmates, great trainers, great atmosphere, great food and also great sleeping in class sometimes. Hahahaha. Now, this module called Build relationship with customers have got assignment, argh! I hate assignment furthermore its an individual work. Must use MS pulak tu. Leceh betol, i still haven't do a single thing yet, LOL whereas the dateline is on 25th Feb! Shit!
Chilling-I have been chilling all the way at mcdonalds northpoint most of the time, dahi dah mcm ader cap NP (said wanderboy) hahaha. But great people is there, even they are noisy with their skating skills everytime, psst i know how to skate a longboard skit2 tau. Jgn maen2 soon im gonna be a skater. LOL! mcm phm!
Hahaha k luh k luh, My blog has been officially updated people. Especially to Aida. (:
Take care.
Love,
Dylarh
11:58 PM
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
About you, me, and other parties.
You were once i loved with all my heart.
I hurt him, lost all the good times just to be with you.
I know I was very stupid to do that.
Everyone says so.
Such a good opportunity and I let it go, just like that.
So stupid of me right?
Whereas I know its not worth to be with you.
I hurt my beloved cousin's heart, by letting her hear your name and my stories.
When we were together, you always made me laugh.
By the jokes you're telling, and all those laughter in your eyes,
really made me feel that I'm Yours.
All those decisions I've made, you were respecting, and that makes me feel I'm special in your eyes.
You were giving me all kinds of hopes, as I were listening, I was imagining will it be true.
Every words you promise, every words you said, I was marking all of it.
I know so do you.
As days pass by, love is becoming stronger, even though there are times when I hate you.
I was really trying my best to make you be a growned up. Be a man and not a boy anymore.
But understanding your age and attitude, I know it took me years to see that.
There's this one time you were not how you used to be.
You've changed.
I don't know why, what or who makes you change?
You were not telling me almost everything.
You really changed.
I can't hold on to this any longer, I wants to be clean from you.
So, you've made me let you go.
You went off, without saying anything.
You didn't even give a single call, or message on my phone.
You know that I do wait. But you didn't care.
My everything was to you. I don't ask for any repay of money or treasures.
I just need repay of kindness from you. But I get none. Not even a piece of your heart.
I was trying to put myself through, till I fall sick.
Remember when you were not feeling well, who took care of you, giving you medication and warmness. Its ME. You didn't notice anything.
After you went or left, I'm still not over.
Once my status changes, they came in.
I knew this gonna happened.
It was always like this the last few rounds too.
But this time, I am not going to repeat my bitchy-ness mistakes anymore.
I am not going to fall or hurt anyone.
At this time round I promise myself to be a really-really-really strong girl.
I wants to throw all those bitch attitude I have.
I wants to be the real girl, whom guy can really-really-really love me for who my true self is and not that bitch they thought.
Come clean, I need myself to be as stable as I can be.
Have that real commitment that I've lost years ago throughout.
Find that commitment that I can really-really-really give to them.
Understand my post?
Read slowly and you'll understand definitely.
,Dylarh
12:06 AM
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Goodbye is my last words for you.
I have had enough of the pain you gave me.
Its better for me to let it go now rather than holding it too long.
I have yet not receiving any response from you.
I ain't sure if its approved. I yet still been waiting for the outcome from you.
You made me be someone patience waiting for your response.
Everyone can see that you had changed.
And ain't no sure of the reasons.
Damn you.
After all I can say that I'm over with it.
10:11 AM
Saturday, December 26, 2009
I know I was a bitch.
And I knew you're one bastard.
But you don't have to treat me like that.
11:25 PM
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
GOSH. I'm getting a cold. Tsk tsk. :(
Dearest, I dreamt about you this morning, I dreamt that you are already back to singapore and I'm so happy. When I woke up I thought it was wednesday, hahaha but its tuesday. Haiya.
Dissapointment betul luh.
MINE OH MINE. This thursday I really wanna go, but I aint no sure about it yet. Grrr.
I kept thinking and thinking about this thursday which is tomorrow to be exact! & i feel so excited like shit. ASS!
WHATEVER LUH.
Just see how the plans goes.
end of page.
Dylarh
1:31 AM
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
hey peeps. basically im SO in the mood to post today. yeaahaa!so well, i have been lazy to update my blog very lately, was busy with work and straight after that went to chill with bf, hiddy and darwis till late night, and damn when i reach home, having muscle cramps and stuff so that makes me lazy to turn on this pc of mine. thats the story.the reason im in the mood to post today is becos im free all night long till this thurs only.bf is out of town, he's in mlysia right now with his granny and uncle. so yea, nobody chill at night since everyone is busy this week. all back home early. (:but im freaking bored, as bf is not in sg and my working schedule
is like killing me to boredom, in my workplace they are hiring too many full time staff and that makes the part timers cut down cost so I have to work less hours. Walandneyyy!!!I just had my off three days ago. which on weekends, and on monday i only work for 4 hours, and today im off again, and the next day 4 hours of working again. Aiyoyoyo.And might be today i will be chilling out with GFS-Syasya,hiddy&syidah. To woodlands maybe. Wanna go jln2 cuci mata hahahaha! (:Well, this thursday i'll might be going to CLUB! Goodness, i aint no sure.Just see how it goes. 17th!!!Thats all folks!Dylarh
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